To the land of take 'what you want':
As I begin writing about a couple of years of my childhood which I consider were the best amongst the rest,I can not find a befitting beginning. While I try to come up with a title I have already tried all the text sizes and erased whats supposed to the opening line like a 100 times. Its then I remember my most favourite storyteller, and that story that goes beyond all boundaries of reality .
As I begin writing about a couple of years of my childhood which I consider were the best amongst the rest,I can not find a befitting beginning. While I try to come up with a title I have already tried all the text sizes and erased whats supposed to the opening line like a 100 times. Its then I remember my most favourite storyteller, and that story that goes beyond all boundaries of reality .
The faraway tree by Enid
Blyton, never found a place on the shelf. It just was too special to adorn that
shelf too proud to lie amongst others I had read. It was my constant companion
to school,at the dining table,and in my dreams.That where my dreams emerged from. I was that invisible friend Jo,Bessie
and Fanny had and had absolutely no idea about.
Today as I am 22 I think of
the story in a different context. While as
a child I had no world better than that of my dreams where I could write
a few chapters on my own,today I have trouble dreaming. The childish fears have
been replaced by adult calculated once. I have come to believe the bitter reality
– there is no Land of “take what you want” in real life! I don’t know when,
growing up I lost my belief in myself. I don’t know when the transition happened
from wandering carelessly in the woods to having a plan for each and every
second of life.To go and stand in the line where other ‘logical’ people stood. Having
time but never having enough. Have dreams but not having faith enough.
I am running each day,but I hardly
seem to understand for what? I work, but I do because that’s what I do..i could
not find a better explanation to it! It is only now I feel I have to get my head
around ‘ follow your heart’s desires’ crap people talk about. I think for once
in my life I would like to wander again..without being corrected, without being
told where to go and what to do,without being judged. Without the fear of
constant security of what’s to come. For once I would like to venture into the
worls I can dream free and believe they can happen.
I think I‘m going to make a start,and I’m
going to make it from here. I sat and thought about how I have loved writing…and
so when you can’t do some serious writing,you can always write a crappy piece from
the feeling of the moment and find someone crazy enough to be interested to
read it! Here’s mine..